dup..dup colbota berbunyi..

zzzz..bateri

2012-02-07T07:08:00.000-08:00

its funnier to think that people seems so afraid to fight for what they are believe in
be it
aku akan perjuangkan cintaku..
be it
even aku seorang dalam perjuanganku
be it
kerana kekuatanku adalah dirimu
kau umpama bateri
tanpamu aku mati
dan aku tidak minta bateri lainya'

ya

2012-02-07T07:07:00.000-08:00

hari ini kau bilang kau cinta aku
sudah cukup hanya sekali
untuk buatku pasti
yang dalam jauh jauh hati
kau juga mengakui
cintamu itu untuk diriku
ya..aku tahu..

pantun dua kerat

2012-02-01T23:24:00.000-08:00

i have thousand wishes
but its nothing compare than this

bersama dengan orang yang kamu sayang akan membuatkan semuanya menjadi indah

doaku baru-baru

2012-02-01T23:20:00.000-08:00

Sejak dan kebelakangan ini
hingga menjadi hari-hari
doaku kelihatan sama
berdoa dan meminta
moga akhir hidupku dapatlah aku
bersama dengan dia
kerana cintaku,fikiranku,masa-masa harianku
tidak dapat tidak teringatkan dia
please love..be mine
be my wife to-be
and i shall be happy

nb:kalau aku mati pun,aku tahu aku akan tersenyum tanda syukurku..

jingsaw

2012-01-25T21:46:00.000-08:00

i always regard my life will be different
i kept myself busy
just an excuse for me to face reality
i hate being adult
where money,status,and how others perceived us to be
above all
i live a life with hope and dream
and my strong will
i found the one that i adore
and how perfect my life would be
but if it turns other way around
i should face reality
the life that i dont like

here i am

2012-01-25T21:33:00.000-08:00

i will stay
until the last hour
until the bell toll
until the last moment
until the last seconds
with whom i love most

future maybe unclear
life might be difficult
maybe dull in between
or for the rest of my life
but i dare to dream

road

2012-01-24T21:23:00.000-08:00

dan kalau takdirnya hati aku ini mati
sekurang-kurangnya aku pasti
aku telah perjuangkan apa yang aku percayai
dan aku sudah redahi
segala kemungkinan
segala perkara yang dikatakan mustahil
selagi hati ini membawaku hingga kesini

salahkah aku tuhan?

2012-01-24T21:21:00.000-08:00

Salahkah aku
mencintaimu
menyayangimu
dan berkeinginan besar
untuk memilikimu
????????????????

kerana kau ternyata
manusia sempurna bagiku

tergamam

2012-01-24T21:16:00.000-08:00

dan semalam
perlahan-lahan
aku rasakan
semuanya berakhir
dan pandangan mata menjadi kelam
kehampaan
of many drugs ,women,alcohols,and money
why on earth
i only love human
one particular person

jump ..lets us jump

2012-01-24T21:14:00.000-08:00

Here we are
Try to reach the star
by getting higher and higher
against all the impossibles
dont be afraid
coz we have been dis far
and here i am
until the end
my heart not simply give up

of people

2012-01-23T03:02:00.000-08:00

Janganlah dimarahi mereka yang berehat bersahaja
kerana mereka sedang menikmatinya
Janganlah dimarahi kanak-kanak meningkat umurnya
kerana dalam meningkat umurnya akan terbit kejahilanya
Janganlah diherdik si miskin dengan pakaian compang-campinya
kerana entahkan dia gembira dan sentiasa aman dalam kekuranganya
dan janganlah salahkan ku dengan cintaku
kerana aku begitu pasti soal hatiku
keinginanku
dan selebihnya
DIA maha tahu

luh mahfuz

2012-01-23T02:54:00.000-08:00

Bacaan Al-Quran memberikan sedikit ketenangan
tentang soal-soal yang tidak kutemui kepastian
tentang harapan hati dan impian diri
Kalaulah aku gagal dalam cinta manusia
Semoga adalah untukku cintamu tuhan
dan andai aku memperolehi cinta manusia yang kucinta
ku sujud bersyukur padamu Ya Rabbi
Kerana sejak dua menjak ini
doaku hanya tentang dia
perihal jodoh,rezeki dan kekuatan diri

cinta manusia

2012-01-23T02:50:00.000-08:00

dan tika aku menagih cinta manusia
aku mengharap cinta tuhan itu sentiasa ada
dan hati kecilku terus berdoa kepadanya
untuk kali ini makbulkanlah
untuk kali ini perkenankanlah
untuk kali ini anugerahkanlah

Walaupun aku sering mengingatkan diriku
akan betapa besar rahmatmu keatasku
tapi untuk kali ini makbulkanlah
dia..orang yang terlalu ku cinta
tidak berkurang dek masa
sentiasa sama
disebarang ketika..

i love you

2012-01-13T18:12:00.000-08:00

i have to be honest
since we meet last time
i guess its the last time i saw you
and my heart tells me that im gonna lose you
things change
you are getting closer
unexpected fate
and how can i resist love towards you
you know
my heart still the same
remain unchanged
even others come
but my heart still the same
I LOVE YOU

new door

2012-01-13T18:03:00.000-08:00

i am so afraid
although u said to me i should walk this adolescence gracefully
taking each steps at a time
and as time passing by
we will know what future awaits us
Maybe Mom is so true
that i lost all my confidence
and i'm not strong
i guess mom was right
Maybe its a "bisikan syaitan" as u said
or simply adrenalin rush..
well i dont know
To Allah i pray
give me strong will

my heart is getting smaller

2012-01-13T17:59:00.000-08:00

im living in scared
afraid of unseen path
this winding road killing me
and i afraid to be alone
and im getting frightened
i do not care if others tell me that im a liar
of loving you and not them
its because i just in love with you
and time passes by
even the sweetest lullaby
cannot provide me with calmness
unless im with you

of any woman

2012-01-13T17:53:00.000-08:00

Of any woman that i know
none of them like you
always being with me
supporting me
and being with you makes me much stronger,lighter
and i couldnt find it from any woman
i know
im getting weaker
my breath is getting slower
if you go..

i left my heart into someone's hand

2011-12-24T20:13:00.000-08:00

Years after years
there's an inner feeling in me that isn't change
nothing less but it become more and more
towards you the ones that i adore
and we strolled the nights
wished it will never ends
let it be
nights without day
coz when u are with me
i shall not hope for the shines of the sun no more
coz those nights are brighter
and how i could wish it lasts forever

Holding hands
no,please i don't want it to stop
hugging you
you are forever in it i hope
kissing you
and it tells me again and again
im falling in love with you

i left my heart into someone' hand
i hope my heart is well kept until the end
i left my heart into someone's hand
coz i know where it is and what,s inside
its all filled with you
about you

its an honour to me to be with you when you sleep
as happy as a kid who gets his chips
its a dream come true
that I'm with you
showering me with your love
let us fly like a pair of dove

Of long roads we have taken
of colourful lights we have seen
of sumptuous steamboat we ate
heart pounding beat by beat
coz being with you
make my life complete!

Well taken

2011-12-11T20:43:00.000-08:00

when u start your work
just save some money
well i know u dont have a girlfriend
yet u need to hav a dream
that someday u will be getting married
and you need to build your life
me" hehehe..ok bang"

~An advice from a high officer of Mosti who works for a Minister for me

well taken..

strolling and buy nothing

2011-12-11T20:38:00.000-08:00

one day i visit a mall
the most prestigious Mall in Malaysia i should say
i watched thousands of people there
some were so luxury
simply by glaring at what they wore
nice shoes,branded dress ,blonde hair
and fancy handbag or coach
giving u hints that it can from a major store

but i dont interested in them
nor with their stuff
as when i looked at myself
simple man,a layman
who also dream of simple girl,lay girl( i cant pretty sure whether such terms ever exist)

busy

2011-11-30T22:27:00.000-08:00

i found that when im busy
i tend to forget bout things
that put me in unhappy state
thus
i just keep myself busy
even sometimes i long for rest
and fall sick
is just
one of the fallback

on progress

2011-11-30T22:26:00.000-08:00

im working on special site
for the sake of my race and Malaysia in common
hope Allah is always with me : )

?

2011-11-14T07:19:00.000-08:00

the probability of torment
is high
the probability of being hurt
is higher
the proportion of happiness
is rather smaller
the amound of hope and desire
simply infinity
are you in line with me?

gerrrr

2011-11-14T07:17:00.000-08:00

i dont think i can write bout love anymore
because what i did all this while is through imagination
as if all is real
i wonder what might happen
years after years
and i will be forgotten
all left are rusty gifts
old cards
and memories

will

2011-11-14T07:16:00.000-08:00

make me a simple pie
and i shall be happy
make me smile
helping me not to feel lonely
make me as if i am the precious thing that you have
and i promise you i will give my best

you are'nt

2011-11-14T07:14:00.000-08:00

the rain is pouring
and i start to stop believing
on you
sorry i cant let myself
drown by hope
eaten by romantic messages
as if you are mine
crystal clear
you are'nt

status stagnate

2011-11-14T07:13:00.000-08:00

its been years
and i am still the same
those statuses let it be facebook,twitter,foursquare
is remain the same
"SINGLE"
fuckin loser
i hav to admit..

time and tell

2011-09-20T09:47:00.000-07:00

Do you love strawberry?
i do
Is it true?
Ya
Same goes to me
Me too
So sweet
We meant to be together
Yes we are

Perihal lelaki yang mengiyakan apa sahaja bilamana gadis yang ingin dimilikinya mengatakan sesuatu dan dia beriya-iya mengatakan seolah-seolah mereka sehati sejiwa..

After in relationship

Do you love me
Whats wrong with you
Asking me lame questions
As if you dont have something to do

Perihal lelaki yang selese dan sudah tidak mahu lagi bercinta-cinta dan berbunga-bunga..

I love you
i love you too
How long we have been together?
Well, i dont know
Well,just count from the year our daughter was born
Nahh..Its not important
Why??
Because..i know i only love to be with you..and its all i need to know..Lets sleep Honey..

Yang ini aku merasakan apa yang bakal terjadi pada aku..romantis enggak??

im on drugs

2011-09-20T09:46:00.000-07:00

Dan semalam yang hangat
aku lemas
dalam hilai tawa
suara mesra
perasaan ini
moment ini
ku harap ianya tidak terhenti

Of segala ecstasy..drugs..alcohol..kenapa aku tertagih kepada cinta abadi?

just dont..

2011-09-20T09:41:00.000-07:00

Dont ever look down on people who has a grudge to spend money
as he may have something more important to do with it
and dont ever look down on people as others do
because you never know who he is
nor you dont know
what he is capable to do

~Dikongsi bilamana kau merasa kau mulia berbanding orang lain..

.....

2011-09-19T11:39:00.000-07:00

Aku tiada semangat sangat untuk graduasi
tetapi senyuman Ibu adalah satu-satunya pengubat hati
ibu
maafkan aku
aku masih tidak temui
seseorang yang akan menemanimu
dan mencintaku
maka dalam jangka masa itu
biarlah aku berlagak seperti ayah
membawamu kemana-mana
mungkin sudah nasib tertulis untukku
Aku akan menjaga ibu
memastikan adik-adik semua ok

equality in time frame

2011-09-19T11:34:00.000-07:00

Sudah lama aku menjadi pencinta
maka jangka masanya agak sama
aku menjadi penderita..

Raja tidak semestinya memiliki semua

2011-09-19T11:33:00.000-07:00

Patronize me a king
And the first thing that i will command
"Love Me"

signifikasi

2011-09-19T11:30:00.000-07:00

upon reaching larynx..endorfin ,which is commonly known as an enzyme that reactivate one's happiness is active..Hence ,it produces and spread all around the system of body ..signalling a kind of feeling that we understood it as Happy..

:Aku cuba memerihalkan perihal memakan benda seperti cokelat dalam kata yang nampak sedikit bijak..

Moral:Jangan mudah tertipu dengan ucapan orang yang nampak pakar..padahal ada cara lain untuk sesuatu itu difahami dengan kata-kata rakyat biasa..

Tuhan

2011-09-19T11:29:00.000-07:00

Dikala hari-hari lewat dan aku punyai banyak kelapangan
banyak perkara yang ku bimbangkan
banyak perkara yang aku sangat kecil hati
banyak perkara yang aku sedikit sesali
banyak perkara aku harap ia tidak pernah terjadi
tetapi aku tahu
tuhan itu maha tahu
dan Dia lebih mengetahui...

self..reflect

2011-09-19T11:28:00.001-07:00

Kalau aku lebih berkemampuan
nescaya akan ku belikan sebuah kereta baru
untuk adikku
dan dia tidak perlu menaiki Mike ku..
Maaf,aku belum mampu..

words..words ..words

2011-09-19T11:25:00.000-07:00

When a man once said to me:Im happy enough to see you become a teacher as i know u will be better and even though to be rich is a long way to go..i know u will have at least a good life ..Just like your father..If it is not hard for you..i hope u can be a teacher and not a lawyer

~Atok (Awang Ngah Bin Awang Tok dalam kenangan)

scene:Duduk sebelah2 sambil melihat telaga..

3 days

2011-09-19T11:24:00.000-07:00

Kerap aku mendapat perkbaran
baru tiga hari tiada aku mulai bimbang
benar cinta itu tidak dapat disangkalkan
meskipun dia hanya tiada kreadit pada 3 hari itu

basa basi lama sekali

2011-09-17T13:42:00.000-07:00

Mencintai tidak semestinya memiliki~adakah kamu benar2 memahami ayat basa basi ini..Ternyata aku sudah lama...

male

2011-09-17T13:39:00.000-07:00

Susah hidup didunia menjadi lelaki yang biasa-biasa aja..namun,tiada apa yang lebih gembira jika ita diterima..dicintai..disayangi.perasaanya dijaga..disokong..dipuja2..kerana diri kita seadanya..

zarah yg bergerak

2011-09-17T13:38:00.001-07:00

dan dalam transaksi-transaksi pemindahan perasaan yang sering terjadi
samada penuh emosi atau terluah secara semulajadi
aku masih belum mengatakan bahawa kau aku cintai....
dan aku akan sering mengatakan
aku ingin sekali mengatakanya
sebelum semuanya terlewat..

perihal numer

2011-09-17T13:37:00.000-07:00

24~mungkin sudah terlalu lewat ............mungkin juga rezekimu sedikit lambat

mesin that will never be invented

2011-09-17T13:35:00.000-07:00

tidak nyeyak ku dikala malam
membuatkan aku terfikir
hidupku ini adakah
lebih gembira atau lebih kedukaan
kalaulah ada mesin timbang
manakah yang lebih berat antara yang pertama dan kedua??

er~

2011-09-17T13:34:00.000-07:00

standing upon a mirror
u will see
the physical traits in me
but beyond that
you will see
how fragile it is
to be me

desperate~
loser~
dreamer~
watcher~

clock and wait

2011-09-17T13:31:00.000-07:00

Its been more than a year
that i have standing
witnessing
hoping
regretting
dreaming
how lucky it would be
to have you
more than anybody knows...

dog transisi doc

2011-08-23T12:44:00.001-07:00

I NEED A DOCTOR TO BRING ME BACK TO LOVE~penyanyi aku tidak tahu tetapi aku ternyata patriotik menjerit ulangan lagu ini tiap kali memandu.Gayanya seperti orang desperate gitu

mama

2011-08-23T12:44:00.000-07:00

Mama
Aku anak Sulong
dan aku perlu menjaga mama
mungkin aku tidak sekali boleh menjadi seperti abah
tetapi aku harap engkau akan mengetahui

Aku cuba menjadi yang terbaik~Kalaupun tidak pada semua..cukuplah sekadar cintaku kepada mama

2011-08-23T12:41:00.000-07:00

the idea of working to earn money is 21st century invention!~Alexander "Supertramp"

Pembesar Suara

2011-08-23T12:35:00.000-07:00

Mujur hati itu ada didalam
dan dia hanya berdetup diam-diam
dan dia tidak mempunyai mulut
untuk menyatakan tentang hal-hal perasaan

disakiti..rasa ingin disayangi..being lonely..

tuhan itu bijak sekali~

i need an answer

2011-08-23T12:33:00.000-07:00

i never want to be a backup
nor i want to be a second choice
and i dont fancy the idea of waiting
as shakspeare once said
"waiting is the sweetest sorrow"

Years in and out
from a child you grow up
this particular question
is undoubtly
painstaking~

how little i am

2011-08-23T12:28:00.000-07:00

i remember the day i was getting scolded
of didnt want to be a doctor
less that i knew
it will put you somewhere better
of this so called society

I remember the day i was being humiliated
due to my english proficiency
stuttered..to read a simple sentence
while many of them using it daily

I remember the day i fell in love
and i guess
it will never change
as the days were gone
and things become better
except about this matter
it remains the same

collegue of mine

2011-08-23T12:21:00.000-07:00

the payment is not much
but it is satisfying
of temporary job
that Ive been doing

while many counting on the days
of getting a payroll
to buy new jeans,shoes, and shirt
some are relevant
while many are absurd
as raya is approaching

Amongst them there is my friend
who work hard to make ends meet
have a dream inside him
to buy a baju kurung to his mother
a suit of baju melayu to his father
as if the money is too much ..

It makes me think
that while some of us may find it hard to deal with petty things
others may struggling
to make the day after tomorrow
much better

This is for you my friend
and you taught me a lesson
of what i want in life
is nothing compared to you

love..life..happiness..hope it will reaching us out of blue

spoilt for choices

2011-08-21T01:43:00.000-07:00

pergh
gua pening
kerana terlalu banyak pilihan
girls
while pretty women so many
an ideal one is so few
you really like A.fall in love with B,or may have a crush on C
but which one really fell for you??

PATI

2011-08-19T07:35:00.000-07:00

i met a number of people today
they all come from various nation
some can speak while majority cant
i couldnt stop myself
to think
how selfish i am
who only think and hope
love will come..career go smooth
while they are hoping
to earn money
so that theres food on the table
theres money for life

beats

2011-08-19T07:33:00.000-07:00

look
inside your heart
and feel
every beat by beat
and make sure you lead your life
to the fullest
and enjoy it
otherwise
all the beats inside
is meaningless
and no difference
with life machine
...tit..tit..tit...die..

drafting speech for future event

2011-08-19T07:30:00.000-07:00

to everyone here
i like to express my gratitute
of your kindness to spend some time for me
during this day

well
today is my happiest moment in life
as now i am a married man
and standing here beside me
is a very beautiful woman
who agree to be with me
for the rest of her life

i do hope
that all of you
will pray for us
success and happiness
for years to come

cheers

nb:this speech will be applied for years to come by god's will

mourners

2011-08-19T07:17:00.000-07:00

i mourn and mourn..
over many things enclear
hazy sight
numerous plight

proof that you are not being missed

2011-07-08T13:22:00.001-07:00

hye2
its me again
its been a hile isnt?
well
i know no one miss me
coz theres no comment need to be approved
well,i dont mind~

the if effect

2011-07-08T13:20:00.000-07:00

if i have RM 4k now
i think i will go to UK
visiting ....

parable

2011-07-08T13:18:00.000-07:00

sometimes i just dont know what i want in life
get a life!many will say
and we are getting used of such terms
but is that means anything?
and how do we measure it?

well,ive decided
i want to have a decent life
if i end up being ordinary
its just fine with me
if its otherwise
well,you will know me

i need to have a passion
and i think i just found it

mike the white saga

2011-07-08T13:10:00.001-07:00

i start dreaming of having a good ride
well,i know my limit
dont ever suggesting me mercs,bmw,or posche
definitely out of my budget
but sometimes it makes me wonder
is it possible someone will like me
whose car already in the bad shape
pale white
rusty body
birds dropping on the top?
im referring to Mike
my car
my friend
who always with me
and six years has passed
well mike,when its time to say goodbye
i will fancy you
as my legendary car
bought by dad
just to ease his son
commuting
to study
well,if rezeki is there and someday i will ride honda,mercs,bmw,or porshe
i will remember and keep you
coz you remind me
how little i am
in this world
segan nak parking dekat mall
girls x pandang
rosak selalu
air-cond tak sejuk
but,you are my best buddy mate!

can someone treat me?

2011-07-08T13:06:00.000-07:00

nowdays
i found myself
admiring cartoon motif t-shirts
captain america,batman,x-men
to name a few
and even outdoors brand
TNF,Columbia,Eiger
well,i guess i am too old
for quicksilver,nike,adidas,
but sadly
i just cant afford all that branded stuff
it just my transition of admiration..

ps:can someone treat me ??hehe

liars

2011-07-08T13:03:00.000-07:00

now im stucked
my hand was being apprehended by many
begging..
sweet talk
telling liars
that they love me since years ago~

ps:sorry..i only appreciate those who with me through thick and thin.

run fat boy run~

2011-07-08T13:00:00.000-07:00

the greatest feeling of being healthy
is now i am able to run
while others may dreaming
just to walk

the greatest feeling of being fit
is now i no longer gasping for air
after just a few steps
facing the stair

the greatest feeling above them all
i see the better person in me
for sure its not physically
but rather the feeling inside me

...teet..swim..teet

2011-07-08T12:58:00.000-07:00

help me
i was drowned in love
i gasping for air
out of this sweetness

help me
cause i am still new
and it is something
that im not used to

should i put a sign
this pond is dangerous
coz one had died
out of love

kedai ku dlm pembikinan

2011-07-08T12:55:00.000-07:00

i dont fancy myself as a good looking guy
nor smart guy with guarantee future
if u are with me:the chances are 50/50

ps:Ku rasakan ini akan menjadi statement tee aku yang pertama andai aku membuka kedai
menjual baju-bajuan..

moody

2011-07-08T12:53:00.000-07:00

tertarik aku melihat seorang rakanku moody
aku menghantar mesej segera bertanya
kau moody?
aku ada buat salah pape ke?
owh..ko ngan frust clash yea?
ternyata mesej -mesej itu tidak dibalas
kerana statusnya kini seorang yang moody
patutlah orang kata
sangat menyampah
menegur mereka yang moody
aku mengerti~

poliklinik kita

2011-04-27T10:03:00.000-07:00

jom kita pergi beramai-ramai
ketapak pesta
yang menjual pelbagai barangan
serta ubat-ubatan

-ubat menjadikan kau lebih tampan dan cantik
-makjun menjadikan kau geliga so kau akan dapat kerja gaji ribu-ribuan
-paracetamol gile gile yang dapat melumpuhkan kesedihan hati
-ubat tinggi yang melupakan rasa rendah diri
-ubat happy so korang takkan menangis lagi
-pendrive bacaan syukur so kau takkan mencari-cari ketidakpuasan dalam diri

-

mesin ramalan akan datang

2011-04-27T09:53:00.000-07:00

tahun 2034

beep...beep...beep...
pager berbunyi
gambar ('',) tertera
pencarian berjaya
bakal kekasih hati telah ku jumpa
cuma beberapa perimeter dari sini
baik kau berlari
dengan kelajuan 20 kmph
dengan mengambil masa bantuan angin
kau akan terserempak denganya
dan die akan bertanya
"encik,sekarang pukul berapa?"
alahai. its so lame yet its so good

inner feeling

2011-04-27T09:50:00.000-07:00

i found myself love to stroll around the college
and i am not getting fed up with the scene
flowers look beautiful
people looks wonderful
even these rusty,old fashioned building looks
historical ,and by putting "historical"
it must be intricately crafted
i guess my time is due here~

memerlukan pembedahan segera~

2011-04-27T09:47:00.000-07:00

aku dah menolong sedaya upayaku
tetapi ternyata pertolongan,pancingan,
nyatakan semua tidak akan berjaya
selagi mana kau memilih
untuk tidak berubah
dan terus berada
dalam state yang kritikal

2011-04-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

true love waits
that what thom yorke said
dan kalaulah cinta itu benar-benar menjadi milikku
dan aku tahu
nescaya aku tiada complikasi menunggumu
dalam bilik operation gundah hatiku

2011-04-27T09:43:00.000-07:00

kalaulah aku mampu
sudah lama aku ingin datang kepadamu
dan melamarmu
mencium atau ku kucup2 dahimu
dan mengambilmu
sebagai isteriku

nb:perkataan kalau adalah umpanan terbaik menggambarkan opposite keadaanku

beep...beep

2011-04-27T09:39:00.000-07:00

kau suke org
org tue dah berpunyer
you fall in love
and it turns unreplied
org suke ko
ko xde perasaan kat die
you cannot clap if you have just one hand
and tapping your lap doesn't count for sure
kau rase die baik
rupenyer die buruk
Englishmen have already left us a proverb on this
kau ingin menjadi robot
tapi kau mempunyai hati dan perasaan
that makes you human and not a battery operated human simulator

huishhh

2011-04-27T09:37:00.000-07:00

i have a jet leg
and it must be due to the fact that
i walk a thousand mile
looking for someone
who will love me
for who i am

possibilities acquintances

2011-04-27T09:30:00.000-07:00

we met people everyday
and they are normally nice people
and within these people
there might be someone
ended up with you
there might be someone
falling love with you
there might be someone
thinking he's much better than you
and there might be someone
the one that you hope
you can hold on into

misconception

2011-04-27T09:29:00.000-07:00

please do not misunderstood me
i just do not want to be your friend
coz i want to be your lover

p/s:of coz i know it is pretty demanding..

lamenting~

2011-04-27T09:27:00.000-07:00

i wonder
why such things happened
and why it happened to me
because im getting sick of people
looking at me and said
"Its because God knows you can handle it"

contented...

2011-04-27T09:23:00.000-07:00

sometimes i was being offended by people
who has much better life,job,prospect
than me
it makes me feel like i am a nobody
very much inappropriate word
causing people ended up using term
of ordinary..

i know being an ordinary makes u full of worry
u are doubting yourself
sometimes you can only dream of having things
that you know you cant..

thats why i regard..
being content n happy with your life are the greatest feeling ...

2 weeks

2011-02-11T11:41:00.000-08:00

Dunia
sesungguhnya aku amat merindui dia
dan semoga cintanya tetap
untukku

blip.

2011-02-09T09:07:00.000-08:00

and we talk just for seconds...................................
too short.
to understand.

risau dan berkecamuk

2011-02-09T09:02:00.000-08:00

its been 2 weeks i did not talk
to someone that i really want to
and the swift of mixed though rushing in
hampered me especially in the brain
What it will be?
Is it something happen and i dont know?
Is it something lies within silence?

well i am worry
for a reason
i just miss
miss everything
thats not in place..

door that not usually not meant to be open in split second

2011-01-23T09:33:00.000-08:00

LOVE
count me in please~

phase..phase..self actualization

2011-01-23T09:31:00.000-08:00

tidak salah untuk bercita-cita
jika diiringi dengan usaha
dan tidak salah sama sekali untuk mengenggam mimpi-mimpi
walaupun ianya kelihatan tidak lebih dari imaginasi
kau bisa menjadi luar biasa
mendapat apa yang dicita
peroleh bahagia
berjaya
atau cukup sekadar
bergembira
dengan ape yang kau ada
setidak-tidaknya...

24

2011-01-18T06:55:00.000-08:00

time is passing through
and you realize lots of thing has changed
you've turned to be a grown man
you have to be brave to reach dreams
that before this you doubt yourself
that you can

and it opens up new chapter
perhaps will be shown by the slight change
in character
be a good guy,good son..or perhaps good lover
to family,friends,siblings ,and her..

you gaze what you have been through
dad,it must be really nice if i face it with you..
to mom,i try my best to be a leader
even before this i was a skewer

to you whom ,one day be my lover
i just hope by the time is due
i am getting better and better..

jangan kamu menjadi gampang

2011-01-12T23:48:00.000-08:00

Hidup ini jangan gampang menyerah
walaupun terasa syurga itu masih jauh
dan sesungguhnya dunia ini terlalu indah
untuk kau hanya meratap nasibmu dan termenung jauh

kau mampu menjadi apa yang kau mimpi
andai kau punya kemahuan diri
walaupun anganmu itu mungkin sedikit tinggi
memiliki bidadari
tetapi kalau kamu usaha
sekurang-kurangnya kamu tidak akan menyesal
dikemudian hari..

Dosakah aku...

2011-01-12T23:45:00.000-08:00

Dosakah aku mencintaimu
mendampingimu...inginkanmu

Aku manjadi...diri sendiri
tak peduli...apa kata dunia
ku nanti hari ketika
cinta datang...cinta menang

Jadi sayangku...bertahanlah...
bila terkadang mulutnya kejam...

peluklah aku...jangan menyerah...
mereka bukan hakim kita...

Bintang yang mempertemukan kita...
cinta yang mempertahankan kita...
ooh...tuhan dengarkan doa...
dari cinta yang terlarang...

Rasa yang mempersatukan kita...
cinta yang mempertahan kita...
ooh...tuhan dengarkan doa...
dari cinta yang terlarang...

Cinta dan rasa bersatu di doa...
berharap cinta kita yang terlarang...
berharap cinta kita yang kan menang...

1+1 =2

2011-01-12T23:44:00.000-08:00

Tiada yang lebih menggusarkan aku
daripada memikirkan tentang kesamaran hidupku
tiada apa yang lebih menggembirakan aku
kerana dalam saat-saat genting itu
kamu sentiasa ada bersamaku...

sajakku pendek sekali

2011-01-12T23:41:00.002-08:00

Bilamana lelaki mengatakan dia sibuk bekerja
mengumpul wang
sehingga tiada masa
semata-mata untuk mengahwinimu
dan terkadang dia terlalu sibuk
sehingga kurangnya masa dia bercanda dengan kamu
kamu cuma perlu percaya
yang lelaki itu benar-benar memaksudkan apa
yang dikatakanya itu
kerana apabila dia mengatakan bahawa dia ingin mengahwinimu
sewajarnya itu penghormatan buat kamu
wanita yang layak dijadikan teman sehidup semati untuk didampinya selalu...

2011-01-12T23:41:00.001-08:00

dan sore semalam kau membawa perkhabaran
yang jelas amat nyata bagiku ianya tidak menggembirakan~

urgent ads that is being hanged somewhere

2011-01-04T20:16:00.000-08:00

there,s subtle place inside me
Deep and dark
No sugar added
Purely chocolate
A room of a faint hope
That,s hanged for years
Urgent sale
For someone to paint
With colours of joy
and capable of turning me
From a man become a boy.

once in a while i cannot smile

2011-01-04T19:59:00.000-08:00

sometimes i feel really scared
Insecured,that im not capable
In my pursuit of seeking
Of what falls by term
Happiness

People are so materialistic
Sometimes they are no differ than plastic
But if u feel you are poor
Theres always someone poorer
If you cannot get a lover
There must be somebody else by fate being a loner by the time they can breath
If you feel hungry
There must be someone who is starving
Eat things that we regard as leftover
So,just take a time
Its ok to be sad ,scraed once in a while
But be brave to face whats in front
With guts,integrity,and putting hope

best regards u will be fine.

T

Yawning during New Year

2011-01-04T00:51:00.000-08:00

new year
seems to me like an opportunity
to have
new hope
when the old one is fading
just hoping this year will be much better than the last
instead of cry ,people have a blast
where a loner find her new love
when a new parent get a baby
or a guy getting his first branded jeans
by being shrewd nickels by nickels

New Year
is just a beginning
of a life long dream
to be happy,loved, be loved
forgiven and forgiving

*and its nice to have sparkles
boom here boom there*

when a layman no longer lammenting

2011-01-03T20:36:00.000-08:00

being a layman doesnt permit one to be ordinary
Instead being a layman allows you to dream
To be what you wanna be
To achieve something that
Hardly to believe
Just give a smile
And put a try

3-0

2010-12-26T06:59:00.000-08:00

im damn happy today
our national team showed gutsy performance
clad in blue
knowing the fan is behind
sharing joy and louds
we won tonight
the feeling cant be described
to put in word
" Malaysian will walk with a feeling of extra hensome today"

27.17

2010-12-21T10:57:00.000-08:00

the duration that gives me new least of life
upon hearing the voice
knowing that ....s doing fine

p/s:i wait today but today must be very tiredsome

can i be an investor?

2010-12-21T10:52:00.000-08:00

today i spent some time to read
upon banking offers and funds
from fixed deposit
and housing prospectus
soon i realized
the inadequacy in me
i know nothing
i feel scared
its like a crippled baby
who lands in the new world
I'm alone
and i have to learn on my own

in life all i have to do is keep breathing~Tom Hanks ( Cast Away 2000)

the music folder..the one that i keep

2010-12-20T04:23:00.000-08:00

i still do not dare to open up
the music folder
that Ive put your name
as the title
its our song
and i long kind of feeling
when i sing the song with you
happiness coming out of blue
from our cry
we changed it into smile

p/s:even i have to admit i pretty bad in malay song,but things turn to be bautiful when we sing together or when i sing upon your request in the middle f midnight.

overdose

2010-12-20T04:17:00.000-08:00

this holiday
supposed to be the best one
yet its the loneliness that come by
apprehended me ,tangling me
i want to break free
shattered dream,and when the hope is fading
I'm getting weaker and weaker
guess my lung
is not made of iron anymore
as its the sophomore
added with melancholic rhythm
that rushed through
the veins
im in pain
im in pain

2010-12-15T06:48:00.000-08:00

aku terasa aku ingin sampai dibumi amsterdam dan memelukmu erat-erat
dan berkata aku mencintaimu
dan terus aku berlalu
terbang laju-laju
bersama sayap-sayap dibelakangku